breaking free

just for the heck of it..... i went on to try Yahoo 360.

I tried to say goodbye...

Looks like.... the thoughts just wont stay in
Looks like.... the silence wants to be broken

Feels like.... everything is so out of whack
Feels like.... the monotony has found a crack

Want to.... break free from the chains that pull me
Want to.... try a new adventure that'll fulfill me

Lets just.... say that this is not the end
Lets just.... agree - there are things to append

I have tried.... walking away saying it is over
I have tried.... to tell myself, no more....

But the.... fantasy, the attraction remains
Its pulling me back in its chains....

This time I'll try to stay sober
I'll try to keep going till the end.
If you are also ready for this journey,
just come hold my hand dear friend...

I am waking up in the middle of the night...

For some strange reason.... the nights dont seem to be long enough lately!~

A deep sleeper like me - who never knew what it was like to be stirred at night by the smallest of sounds... its all changing. I'm waking up in the middle of the night worrying if my alarm rang?! If I'm late for work?! If I have enough time left to snooze back before its time to get up?!!

Is the monotony of corporate life finally catching up?!